Agatha by Michael Schmidt



What is it like in heaven, Agatha?
I see you in those tight scuffed shoes, now dangling
Not over the playground wall (and your sharp knees
And the frayed serge skirt of your school uniform)
But off a black cloud hard against the blue.
They swing to and fro, to and fro, what can you see
So high above my head, and the tree and the hill?

Am I down here, is your house, is your lame cat Dorcas
With whiskers on the left side of her face
And a broken tail? Can you see us, do you want to now,
Recalled by the school alarm, the smell of asphalt
Softening in the sun, and the effulgent haze,
Or is all this fading, faded out? If so, if your eyes
Have been able to uproot themselves from us,
Do they feed on the entire firmament, is it blue,
And is this as though it never had been at all,
Where I stand, where you used to sit on the wall?

What is it like, dear skinny Agatha
With your sharp ribs under a stained singlet, your flat
Chest with nipples stuck on like round plasters,
Like valves, like coppers on smooth sand?
(We walked on the level shore at Capistrano
Gathering dark sand dollars and coolie-hat shells;
First we were five and six, then six and seven.)
What is it like, your straight lips pursed, your grey eyes, Agatha,
Gazing at a sky you’re new in and new to?

And what’s it like, dear Agatha, without me?
What colour is your hair now, how do you wear it?
Still in braids, or piled up high, in a bun or pony tail?
I stand beneath your cloud and ask and ask.
I look up at your swinging soles and still I love you.
I want to tie your right shoe lace, touch your shin.

Mrs Quasimodo by Carol Ann Duffy


Mrs Quasimodo

I’d loved them fervently since childhood.
Their generous bronze throats
gargling, or chanting slowly, calming me–
the village runt, name-called, stunted, lame, hare-lipped:
but bearing up, despite it all, sweet-tempered, good at 
an ugly cliché in a field
pressing dock leaves to her fat, stung calves
and listening to the five cool bells of evensong.
I believed that they could even make it rain. 
The city suited me; my lumpy shadow
lurching on its jagged alley walls;
my small eyes black
as rained-on cobblestones.
I frightened cats.
I lived alone up seven flights,
boiled potatoes on a ring 
and fried a single silver fish;
then stared across the grey lead roofs
as dusk’s blue rubber rubbed them out,
and then the bells began.
I climbed the belltower steps,
out of breath and sweating anxiously, puce-faced
and found the campanologists beneath their ropes.
They made a space for me,
telling their names,
and when it came to him
I felt a thump of confidence,
A recognition like a struck match in my head.
It was Christmas time.
When the others left,
He fucked me underneath the gaping, stricken bells
Until I wept
Something had changed,
Or never been.
We wed.
He swung an epithalamium for me,
embossed it on the fragrant air.
Long, sexy chimes,
Exuberant peals,
Slow scales trailing up and down the smaller bells,
An angelus.
We had no honeymoon
But spent the week in bed.
And did I kiss
Each part of him –
That horseshoe mouth,
That tetrahedron nose,
That squint left eye,
That right eye with its pirate wart,
The salty leather of that pig’s hide throat,
And give his cock
A private name–
Or not?
So more fool me.
We lived in the cathedral grounds.
The bellringer.
The hunchbacks wife.
(The Quasimodo’s. Have you met them. Gross.)
And got a life.
Our neighbours – sullen gargoyles, fallen angels, cowled
Who raised their marble hands in greeting
As I passed along the gravel paths,
My husband’s supper on a tray beneath a cloth.
But once,
One evening in the lady chapel on my own,
Throughout his ringing of the seventh hour,
I kissed the cold lips of a Queen next to her king.
Soon enough
He started to find fault.
Why did I this?
How could I that?
Look at myself.
And in that summer’s dregs,
I’d see him
Watch the pin-up gypsy
Posing with the tourists in the square;
Then turn his discontented, mulish eye on me
With no more love than a stone.
I should have known.
Because it’s better, isn’t it, to be well formed.
Better to be slim, be slight,
Your slender neck quoted between two thumbs;
And beautiful, with creamy skin,
And tumbling auburn hair,
Those devastating eyes;
And have each lovely foot
Held in a bigger hand
And kissed;
Then be watched till morning as you sleep,
So perfect, vulnerable and young
You hurt his blood.
And given sanctuary.
But not betrayed. Not driven to an ecstasy of loathing of yourself;
Banging your ugly head against a wall,
Gaping in the mirror at your heavy dugs,
Your thighs of lard,
Your mottled upper arms;
Thumping your belly –
Look at it –
Your wobbling gut.
You pig. You stupid cow. You fucking buffalo.
Abortion. Cripple. Spastic. Mongol. Ape
Where did it end?
A ladder. Heavy tools. A steady hand.
And me, alone all night up there,
Bent on revenge.
He had pet names for them.
The belfry trembled when she spoke for him,
I climbed inside her with the claw-hammer,
My pliers, my saw, my clamp;
And, though it took an agonizing hour,
Ripped out her brazen tongue
And let it fall.
Then Josephine,
His second favourite bell,
Kept open her astonished golden lips
And let me in.
The bells. The bells.
I made them mute.
No more arpeggios or scales, no stretti, trills
For christenings, weddings, great occasions, happy days
No more practising
For bellringers
On smudgy autumn nights.
O clarity of sound, divine, articulate,
To purify the air
And bow the heads of drinkers in the city bars.
No single
Funeral note
To answer
I sawed and pulled and hacked.
I wanted silence back.
Get this:
When I was done,
and bloody to the wrist
I squatted down among the murdered music of the bells
And pissed.

The Summer Day by Mary Oliver


The Summer Day

Who made the world?
Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper?
This grasshopper, I mean-
the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don’t know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn’t everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?

Mary Oliver

A Latvian Poet Climbs Killiney Hill by Michael O’Loughlin


A Latvian Poet Climbs Killiney Hill


This city has dyed her hair blonde

And had her breasts remodelled

To look like the whore
In the hotel foyer

Anywhere in the world

I want to know what she looked like before

So I climb Queen Victoria’s Hill

To look at the famine obelisk

Because I know that hunger

Is the true God of the Irish.

It came down from the mountain

And gave them two commandments:

Thou shalt devour and thou shalt hate

And laugh and dance and sing to fool

The angel of death into thinking you’re alive.

Looking down the hill at the muddy path

I think I see her looking up, half-crawling

Yellow maize porridge cakes her lips

Her breasts hang slack and luscious

As dying fruit on her ribcage

Which trembles like a songbird’s throat.

Her skin is white as the mushrooms

In the cold ground of the Latvian forest

But her eyes and hair are black

Black as the wind in the thorn bush

Black as potatoes rotting forever

Deep in the black earth.


Michael O’Loughlin


My Mother’s Tango by Ilya Kaminsky


My Mother’s Tango


I see her windows open in the rain, laundry in the windows –

she rides a wild pony for my birthday,

a white pony on the seventh floor.


‘And where will we keep it?’ ‘On the balcony!’

the pony neighing on the balcony for nine weeks.

At the center of my life: my mother dances,


yes here, as in childhood, my mother

asks to describe the stages of my happiness –

she speaks of soups, she is of their telling:


between the regiments of saucers and towels,

she moves so fast – she is motionless,

opening and closing doors.


But what was happiness? A pony on the balcony!

My mother’s past, a cloak she wore on her shoulder.

I draw an axis through the afternoon


to see her, sixty, courting a foreign language –

young, not young– my mother

gallops a pony on the seventh floor.


She becomes a stranger and acts herself, opens

what is shut, shuts what is open.


Ilya Kaminsky

Saturday in the Pool by Leontia Flynn


Saturday in the Pool


The boy pauses at the end of the diving-board

then dives: a broad sword

cleaving the water – there is parting! And rejoining!

This is reflected back upon the ceiling

where, flippered, supine

– swimming in the cells

and water-pathways of ourselves –

we watch the gases breed: a fog of chlorine.


The boy pauses at the end of the diving-board

then dives: on board

the liberator, big-eyed airmen watch

as the cargo leaves the hatch:

the missile stabs the air

then impacts – megavolts

and gigawatts, primodial lightning bolts –

in whirlpool ripples: clouds of dust and vapour.


Saturday at the pool. A dozen forms

push. Kick. Breathe. Push. Kick. Breathe. Turn

and bring themselves along the tepid length

and breadth of the translucent element

like frogmen. Bone

and blood. Four dozen limbs

– nurses, teachers, wives, civilians

push. Kick. Breathe. Push. Kick. Breathe. Turn.


Outside our youth is laid about the park.

Planes thread the sky like needles. No attack

presents itself. No dogfight

twists above the level of the trees. A kite

is moored in the sky. It peers,

like th boy on the diving-board, down upon the world

where we have crawled: we are raw-gilled

and live. The blood is banging in my ears.


Leontia Flynn


(in the last line, ‘live’ is the adjective, rhyming with ‘five’)